放鬆

本想題為縱慾，想想又似乎太過，還是保守點好。反正剛好看到梅姐的放松MV，如題。

說得好聽是放鬆，其實是縱慾。慾，於我，很大的部份都和我的惰性有關，倒不是有些什么過份的慾求。

其實我的慾望很簡單，就是想提早退休，每天吃飽睡覺，除了看書看梅姐看電影，什么都不做，也不必為生活或為柴油米鹽煩勞，那就夠了。也不求過富裕的生活，就現下的生活水平就足焉。

只有這樣的生活，我才能靜下心來，珍惜自己珍惜生活。也只有這樣，我方有時間好好進修，認真看書，細嚼梅姐留下的每一份精彩與感動。更只有這樣，我才能繼續廢寢忘食不分晝夜的追看喜愛的小說............

不知道是否因為前幾個月工作量太多、壓力太重，物極必反，現在真的意興闌珊，什么都不想做，只想退休退休退休退休退休退休退休退休。

退休，談何容易？

或許我真需要放鬆自己，或許我真的累了，打從心底裡的累。


links: 梅艷芳- 1987 放鬆 MV 87-88 百變梅艷芳再展光華演唱會 - 放鬆

Happy Birthday, buddy

For my buddy,

On your birthday,
I wish for you the fulfillment
of all your fondest dreams.
I hope that for every candle on your cake
you get a wonderful surprise.
I wish for you that
whatever you want most in life,
it comes to you,
just the way you imagined it,
or better.
I hope you get as much pleasure
from our friendship as I do.
I wish we were sisters,
so I could have known you
from the beginning.
I look forward to
enjoying our friendship
for many more of your birthdays.
I'm so glad you were born,
because you brighten my life
and fill it with joy.

Happy Birthday!

By Joanna Fuchs @www.poemsource.com

buddy, 你知道，我很笨，很呆板很老土，生日祝福總是沒有新意。

但也希望你知道，沒有新意是因為給你的諴心祝福與關懷，年復一年，從不曾變過。而且，有增無減。

生日快樂，永樂！

p.s. I know, this post came a bit too early, it's not your birthday yet, it's always better to be early than late.

p.s.2. 看到去年今日的貼子，發現我真的笨呆+老土得無藥可救，年復一年，依然沒點新意。抱歉，悶著妳了。

我願意

思念是一種很玄的東西
如影隨行　無聲又無息出沒在心底
轉眼吞沒我在寂寞裡

我無力抗拒　特別是夜裡
哦　想你到無法呼吸
恨不能立即　朝你狂奔去
大聲的告訴你

Answer

Answer
by Sarah McLachlan

I will be the answer
At the end of the line
I will be there for you
While you take the time
In the burning of uncertainty
I will be your solid ground
I will hold the balance
If you can't look down

If it takes my whole life
I won't break, I won't bend
It will all be worth it
Worth it in the end
Cause I can only tell you what I know
That I need you in my life
When the stars have all gone out
You'll still be burning so bright

Cast me gently
Into morning
For the night has been unkind
Take me to a
Place so holy
That I can wash this from my mind
The memory of choosing not to fight

If it takes my whole life
I won't break, I won't bend
It will all be worth it
Worth it in the end
'Cause I can only tell you what I know
That I need you in my life
When the stars have all burned out
You'll still be burning so bright

Cast me gently
Into morning
For the night has been unkind


Links:Theme Song of movie-The Brave One Answer

Stories

I remember quite clearly now when the story happened
The autumn leaves were floating
　and measured down to the ground
Recovering the lake where we used to swim like children
On the sun would dare to shine
That time we used to be happy
Well, I thought we were
But the truth was that you had been longing to leave me
Not daring to tell me
On that precious night watching the lake vaguely conscious
You said "Our story was ending"



Now I'm standing here
No one to wipe away my tears
No one to keep me warm
And no one to walk along with
No one to make me feel
No one to make me whole
Oh! What am I to do?
I'm standing here alone
It doesn't seem so clear to me
What am I supposed to do about this burning heart of mine
Oh! What am I to do?
Or how should I react?
Oh! Tell me please

The rain was killing the last days of summer
You had been killing my last breath of love
Since a long time ago
I still don't think
I'm gonna make it through another love story
You took it all away from me
And there I stand, I knew I was gonna be the-----
The one left behind
But still I'm watching the lake vaguely conscious
And I know -----
My life is ending




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